Abrupt
<< 11:39 p.m. - Wednesday, Sept. 22, 2004 >>
Ooh.
I�m scared now.
My room is a collection of boxes.
This is happening. Actually happening.
Fuck.

I guess I could wait.
I guess I could stay here longer.
I want to get this over with now.
All these little white tuber roots will come to light
when I leave this house.
I�m dry.
Ain't got nothing to say.
But I�m crying all the time.

Blue eyes. You�re changing this.
I see so clearly that I�m letting others fall through the cracks
because of you.
Because of me.
I�m being a flake.
I�m being a hypocrite.
And I�m sorry.
I can�t stop myself.

This change is too abrupt.